revelation

It all finally caught up with me...the restless nights, the soif, the pressure, etc. I find myself laying in bed with a heavy heart and mal a la tete. Yet even here there is a lesson to learn. Without this moment to catch my physical up with my pysche I think I would be lost into darkness. 

There is a picture in my mind I want to take of this little piece of moss with red strings growing like trees out its base. Tomorrow if it still exists I will share. 

This fatigue has come about like a new year. Here I have been in France for three weeks! and I've forgot to really live. Starting tuesday evening I regret to inform that I will be shutting down my computer for awhile.  I am going to begin doing some strange out of character things and relish in this new me. My old skin just isn't fitting anymore and this weekend will mark my full release into freshness. 

From forward on my language will be french, my heart too. I must prepare for the time when the visit of them comes and show them the power of what I have experienced. I must be "shamelessly me"...

Au Revoir...and a good note to come.